So I'm going to start using this thing.

so last night was of strange proportions. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore and I'm really confused. I don't know if it's me being crazy or if it's his fault completely. I need to solve my issues and I don't know how.
Maybe it's just me.

today is really beat.
chores.....
bleh.

then I'm going to a young married couples bowling thing with my folks and Dan.
heaven only know why they signed us up for that.
it'll be interesting.

I hope he actually calls me tonight.
I hope I'm still loved.